There is a
maturing going on deep inside of me that is amazing me for some reason. I guess I felt kind of grown up a long time
ago. But this feels different, more true
and centered.
Appreciation of
the old and the ancient are not something I grew up to honor. I think this is where those who live and are
rooted in ancient lands have an advantage over us in the country. The sense of history, the lessons learned from
the ruins and remains of civilizations gone by, all speak to the truth that
nothing is new under the sun.
I live in a
culture that is in constant need to make things bigger and better and it leaves
me constantly unsettled and frustrated at always having to learn the new, most
updated change in everything. There is
no rest in that. How better can one get
things to work even when they are working perfectly now, and why do we feel
that need? Progress can be an evil slave
driver. Technology can be an evil slave
driver that we serve rather than having it serve us.
Maybe it’s because
I am getting older, but I like the old ways.
They seem more peaceful and secure.
It’s the things that remain unchanged and withstand the need for human
intervention and invention that I find a soul comfort in. Nature speaks to me in that way; the handicraft
of God. God is never in a hurry and is
not constantly recreating and improving things.
He is content with what is, as created, and sees it is all good as is. I always smile when I remember a conversation
I had with a woman in Boonsboro ,
Md. after calling her to see if
the company could come out and do some tree service for her. She replied, “Honey, these trees were here
long before I came and they will be here long after I go; and they are doing
just fine.”
God created
everything, including me as I am, and he declared all things “good”. That’s enough for me.
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